i dont love you like i did yesterday

i remember those mornings when i woke up and i told myself: im inlove; those nights when i fell sleep smiling; those days when your rington made me freak out; those butterflies inside. i also rememerber the second part; you let me down; the emptiness; the confusion; that feeling of want to destroy everything and kill everybody; and when i felt that living didnt make sense aymore.