i didn't know what life could bring

i used to be an emo girl, now i have emo days sometimes; i used to trust in everybody, now i know people let you down; i used to have a part of my hair violet and blonde, now it's black; i used to care about clothes and hair styles, now i dont care about anything; i used to listen to innocent music, i also listen to that and also really cool music; i used to live on my own, now i share my life with the best friends i could ever have found; i used to live obsessed with your person, now i dont care if you are alive; i used to eat meat, now im a vegetarian; i used to hide a part of me, now i show just myself; i used to think love sucks, i still do; i used to hate myself, now i wanna believe in me; i used to enjoy the pain, now i know i was insane; i used to hate dogs, now i love them; i used to be addicted to bears yummys (green pack), now 'moras' are my addiction; i used to say 'i wont study anything', now i want to study so many things, i can't decide; i used to love the life of the party, now i find fun in others places, but still like parties:]; you used to make me feel really good, now you make me feel the worst feelings